During some abductions
Im aware of them.
Of theyre taking spermsamples
in many different ways.
Theyve done it in many different ways.
With tubes, with a... like catheters.
Theres one way I not been able to deal with.
Emotionaly or under aggression.
And thats when theres a being on top of me...

I can feel it growing stonger.
the hate towards them.
I´ve got nothing to live for
Only to stay as another victim.

They´ve been tourturing me my whole life.
I cannot understand. Why

for how long can I go on
when they have already raped every inch of me
why won´t they leave me alone
this is not the life I´ve chosen.

It´s time to put an end to this pain.
I wanna get away from this hell.

Those black empty eyes is haunting me.
hate and sorrow builds up inside
I must take my life to be free.
This will be my final chapter...