So far, I can't figure out

How long I've been mad

Wasting all the precious years

Drinking just to make it clear

This bitter young man

Turned out fine

Oh lord, I can make this change

I sure hope you are not mad

Please take my apology

Drinking just make it clear

This bitter young man

Turned out fine

Self medicate, fill the innerspace

Teeth are sinking in

It's raining ants

Wasted from all these fears

Drinking just to make it clear

This bitter young man turned out fine

Self medicate, fill the innerspace

All my noise, I'm mad, I'm mad

Trace the lines across my face

Avoiding days, I'm dodging rays

Self medicate, fill the innerspace